Things have settled, but it´s a tense silence before a storm. And what is worst, It feel exactly like what happend two months ago. Will different approach bring different outcome?
I face very similar problems at work – no one gives a fuck about me. I am being paid generously in this software company, but I have literally nothing to do. When I try to get some work assigned – people panic – so I started avoiding it. The things I said as jokes at the interview became reality – I am drinking about 8 coffees a day just to kill time. I´ve been said to find my own projects to work on (I am not sales person) so asking for work is now being awkward. I had zero training and no one cares if I do anything. I´m leaving to Greece in less then a week and I am coming back as two months employed.
I felt like we were loosing it with A, last weeks had been cold. I felt like the passion is gone and we are becoming more like friends (one of the reasons being scarcely having sex). Then I got wasted at Oktoberfest and A took such a good care of me while I was throwing up, I feel so grateful and dedicated again. A is talking about buying a holiday apartment in Belgrade and I feel like investing in this future.